It’s been a while since I’ve published any drawings, because I haven’t been drawing, tragically. I’ve been working on some other projects recently, but I finally miss my boys too much and am once again compelled to bring them to life.
Here are a few traditional sketches from my downtime at work. Expressions are definitely still my favorite things to draw, and expressions from Ursur and/or Cro are definitely still my ultimate favorite things to draw.
Of course Crotalus has to pretend that Ursur has some power over him, because it’s so ironic that it’s funny. Just poking right in the sore that is Ursur knowing he’ll do so much of what Crotalus asks, or demands. When he pretends that Ursur has the power, it’s silly, it’s futile, it’s a joke.
But not everyone laughs. The Moondogs and the higher ups of the Paraselene Syndicate, and a few scattered individuals, know far too well that joke isn’t quite that ironic.
So, here is something a bit ridiculous for a change. Compelled, I had to stop in my wip tracks just to sketch this up and I haven’t stopped laughing at it since. Though, there is something a bit unsettling about Cro wearing a t-shirt with his ethertech hands exposed.
. . . Though, while Ursur is still desperate to find his own missing pieces, Crotalus continues to pretend that he has definitely already found his own.
Unfortunately, no longer does Ursur have a throne to lean upon after leaving the Kraud Etherwalk cult, and it also is generally frowned upon to greet customers with such a gaze. And attire. . . . And scythe. At least by the boss’s standards. Though, without his coffee, he’ll do it anyway.
After a much needed laptop upgrade and downloading the newer version of Krita, I’ve been experimenting a bit with brushes and ended up with this neon catastrophe. (I type as if I don’t always end up with a neon catastrophe.) I’ll take it as a good sign the brush experimentation is going well, and it was a lot of fun to work on, regardless. Finally, my laptop will be able to handle larger .kra files with more layers, no lag, and hopefully fewer crashes!
In other news I am much, much closer to piecing together my first zine. A few vignettes featuring the boys have finally been proofed and formatted.
This is the result of some experimentation using two brushes and two colors in the line art phase. I sort of like how it turned out, but I’m not sure if it will stick. I will be experimenting with it more, though, for whatever reason compels me.
Not quite the New Year picture I had in mind, but I didn’t get a chance to finish this one off before the holiday season ended and the new year began. I’m definitely wondering what is in that box.
Though, I do have this stunning drawing from my phone that I made while at the microscope:
I’m looking forward to this year. It has already started on a beautiful note (and with a stellar vignette), and there are many things I’m excited about that will be blossoming soon.
I’ve decided to publish these wips to prove to social media algorithms that I am, in fact, still alive.
Have I yet mentioned how much I love drawing Cro’s hair? It has evolved significantly over the years, and it has become something truly worth marveling.
I am back from the void that is art block! It feels great to be back to my usual nonsense (drawing and writing about my characters’ usual nonsense), so here are a few wips that hopefully make it over the color hurdle to finished exports.
[11.26.2023]
It’s unfortunate that I had yet to finish any vignette or any drawing to properly introduce the Moondogs–Cro’s insane dog-helmeted posse. So I suppose this glimpse here is that introduction. Eventually I will create some real havoc with them, and let that loose into the internet void.
This particular Moondog is Flower, one of Crotalus’s bodyguards, who gets much too close to his younger brother Buteo . . .
“Put it between your teeth.” “. . . What?” “I said hold it between your teeth. Like this,” (he had to elaborate his weird insanity). Ursur frowned, but. He did, between his teeth. Like that. Crotalus smiled just a little bit. He took his match back from his mouth and he struck it, put it back like a cigarette, like he had done it many times before. Still smiling, just a little bit. Gentle flame burning as he was closing the distance between them. He leaned in, and he touched his match against Ursur’s–he almost flinched back, but he just grimaced and thought. And the spark was lit, transferrable. He hesitated, but that did not matter. Now, “Do it, spit it out,” Crotalus removed his match and was gesturing again, to the entirety of everything spilled out in front of them. Ursur pulled the match from his teeth, sheltered the small flame on instinct, whatever terrified it might fade out, wisp away, turn to ashes in his fingers. One shot to blaze out and fade forever. “Do it. Pretty please?” Crotalus was staring far too intently. But. “I said do it.” Ursur shut his eyes, just for a few seconds, pressing down, maybe it would disappear. He opened them, bat innocent lashes, and he leaned over and dropped the match–flinched. And the flame caught. And it burned. “Thank you, my dear,” Crotalus was smiling, and he blew out his match and dropped it in the fire too.
Crotalus was ecstatic. Ursur was confused. Whatever. What then.
So, he had arranged the funeral pyre on the balcony, and he held the match out. It would be done, soon. Pages and photographs, whatever it was, it was adrift at sea. Whatever it was, too far away now. Ursur closed his eyes. “Why these?” Crotalus was there, suddenly, he had not heard the door open, he had not heard the click of his heels, nothing. And he stepped in, shoving him back from the middle of that balcony, past the chair, off back toward the building, and knelt down. Began to pick through the pile of photographs, through the still air and sun setting behind him, all ones that he had taken. All of them, he had taken. And Ursur stared at his hands, fists, the blood pouring through them in weird fake channels, but not enough to feel it. They might have been numb, but his face was flushed. The dust barely stirred. “t-they’re awful,” reason enough. Reason, and enough. “No they’re not, silly,” Crotalus didn’t turn to face him, still picking through them with that inflection, but he did shrug. “If you’d like to, then. Get rid of them,” he swept his arm again, he held out his hand, he invited him in. Ursur stared at that pile he had scrapped together, sort of cold-faced, burning already, holding that match far too tight. Why was he there, he had not heard the door. Crotalus just standing, waiting. Looking at him the way it was obvious. “Well, in that case . . . here, let me do it, just for you. . . . Return the favor, or something like that.” Ursur said nothing, then, holding the match almost enough to snap, desperately. Staring out in front of him, right there in front of him, he could strike it. He could–Crotalus grabbed it out of his fingers, he pushed him back, he was going to do it, wasn’t he, sound of match against box, he w–
“WAIT!”
[10.09.2023]
(A MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN)
Oh boy.
I’ve been particularly excited about this one from the start. Nothing better than Cro with a match, you might think. But no, there is something better than Cro with a match: Both Cro and Ursur with matches, of course.
I have been trying to harness a certain carefree chaos when it comes to all steps of my art process, maybe trying to learn something from my writing style. It seems to go well until I hit this specific threshold at which my computer begins to rebel, lag, and whine excessively. And so, it has been a bit difficult to indulge in the experimental. I might have to scale down a bit to try some wacky new things with larger brush sizes and more layers. But I might simply put up with my laptop nearly bursting into flames, unable to keep up with my madness with annoying amounts of lag. Anything for my boys.
Either way, I do love how this came out, both in sketch and vignette.
MONSTER < MONSTER < MONSTER 